It seems like I want to find life's big, magical "Pause" or "Rewind" buttons when I realize I forgot a once-close someone's birthday.
Or when I realize I've changed - in both good ways and in ...other ways.
Or when I realize just how precious time really is.
Or when I continue pondering what the heck to do with my life and still have no clue.
Or when I understand that I've been taking sleep for granted my whole life.