Thursday, April 29, 2010

Today I Had Time

Do you ever have time?

I rarely do.

I make time.
I waste time.
I want time.
I use time.
I track time.
I spend time.

But today, I had time.

So I went to the store. I exercised. I finally did many things that I've said I want to do. 
It felt pretty great.

But the greatest part is that I got to think. I hardly ever let myself just think.

I wonder and I gripe and I say and do things spur-of-the-moment and I stew and I vent and I'm glad and I feel things but I hardly ever just think.

But it was nice to think because I was able to make resolves.

I'm starting to believe that thinking is, well, necessary! And going through life on auto-pilot is not so cool, after all.

3 comments:

  1. yeah.right.the auto-pilot thing? totally not cool. I've had lot of time to think too.Been terribly sick these past few days; was in bed;could barely even walk. Thinking over things,it all suddenly was a a bit clear.Bad things can be good too!
    And of course, thinking over your life and its situation is vital! The cerebrum is there for some reason!
    XXX

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  2. Great and thoughtful post. Yeah, life gets so busy sometimes you forget to just DO NOTHING sometimes. W.C.C.

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